What I`m going to post here is quite personal to me, well it`s not gonna be personal since I`m going to post it on my blog pfft. Anyways today`s topic will be about fights, doesn`t matter what kind of fights it is but this fight is much more to friends. Yes friends, now I`ve had some conflicts with some of my friends that I used to be closed to for the past three years and now because of some problems that I don`t really much know of that caused this fight to happen between us. What I do know is that it started with their dislikes about my personalities? I don`t really know, that`s what I heard so I`m just assuming things because none of them want`s to take the initiative to tell me or even talk to me about it. So if it happens that YOU read this (I`m referring to my friends) and got insulted or well hurt I`m sorry because you guys didn`t take the initiative to talk to me about what`s the problem that we are fighting and I`m here just assuming things. 

Okay so this fight happen more than a few months back where they suddenly just shut me out and that`s where I realised that they didn`t want me near them so I decided to hangout more with Amirah and Atika (You guys might know them from a few posts that I had back there) and so far they complete my life (not entirely but I feel happy around them). So we had a few fights on twitter and indirected each other till the point where one of you unfollowed me and because that day I happened to be in a foul mood so I unfollowed you too. It was kind of horrible where we dragged this fight till for a few days and just decided to end it once and for all. We were all pissed at each other that we just wanted to strangle each other alive ( to my opinion that is). 

School just started a few days ago and whenever we came across each other we would either just ignore each other or just try to walk different passageways. We sit in different groups and just don`t talk to each other. So a few days back while I was sitting in my room, a sudden thought just popped into my head and kind of reflected on what had happen between us like "what happen to us that we had this fight in the first place? or " what happen to our friendship that we had the past three years ago?". I`ve had the ideas of meeting one of them to straight things out since they lived near my area but I just had this heavy feeling that it won`t work out. Those that are reading this ( referring to my friends that I had a fight with) what actually happend? Why don`t you guys take a step and explain everything and clear this hatred that we have for each other. I don`t want to carry on this fight, it`s not gonna bring good to me or either of you guys. Each day there will a certain time where my hatred will just explode in my head and that would resort me into slashing it on twitter. Don`t blame me cause I`ve going through this kind of situation for more than six years. Come on  you guys complained to us that we have to hear from both sides of the stories but look you guys didn`t even take a single step to explain to us what was going on so how are we going to stop assuming things when you guys are not even least bit to try and talk to us. 

Now I`m partially at fault for dragging this fight on twitter but you know how it feels when that hatred in you just keeps on growing and growing and then suddenly you were up to limits and just decided to slash things out. What I could say is that both parties are at faults and we shouldn`t drag this fight, and since this is our last year together why not just gather together and talk things out and if you guys still don`t agree with solving the problem then I can` do anything about it so let`s just let bygones be bygones yeah? You guys have my number and since the problems started out with me why don`t you guys just text me and say it to me maybe we could work things out and be friends again. I really don`t wanna drag this fight till our graduation day. So if you guys agree just let me know yeah?